Thursday, December 29, 2005
i cant believe it. u ask me out cos u said u wan to as ur officer if u can book out.
(u'r allowed to do dat?) i asked u where u wanna go n wad u wan to do, den u say u dunno n ask if there's anywhere i wan to go? i tot dat's pretty stupid so i said nvm den cos anw i'm not feeling dat well n there's no place i wanna go, den u ask me to go drinking with u til late at clarke quay. u must b mad. i wldnt mind accompanying u for awhile since it's ur bday 2day n u'v lyk lots of excuses as to y there's no1 to celebrate it with u, but
hello? i told u i'm not well n u still ask me to go drinking. sheesh.. it's right to say
a leopard nv changes its spots. i wonder if u really stopped gambling as u said. it's kinda hard to imagine.
but i'm kinda glad i dun hafta meet u after all. it's too weird to relive wad happened 2yrs ago. somehow i dunno how i used to b able to stand the way u talk as if u'r so high above every1 when u'r probably sinking lower n lower than everybody else. luckily i'm meeting derwin for dinner tmr so cant meet u tmr nite. haha! at least i dun hafta lie n find excuses.
happy 19th birthday again anywayz!
the other person nv msg me 2day.. n it makes me feel q weird, lyk i'm kinda waiting for his sms. i think he's waiting for me to msg him 1st, but i wun do dat lah. i dowan to give him anw wrong ideas when i'm not even sure how i feel.
keep a distance.. dat's wad i'll do for the moment.
oh well,
i hope derwin's treating me tmr.. :P he said he is, but i suspect he'll try to
wriggle out of it just to get a kick out of irritating me. but it's okay. i lyk his irritating ways n also love to irritate him cos usually i win! it's nice to have a fren whom u can b
cleverly stupid with.. if u get wad i mean :)
random thoughts at 3:08:00 AM
